Life Update (2)

 I haven't used this blog for a long time, and I kid of quit using my "From California, with Love" blog, so now I'm going to start using this blog as an outlet. Sometimes, I wish I could write things on my tumblr, but there are people that follow me that I don't want knowing my business.

I'm so happy lately with having my boyfriend. Before he started work I feel like I would take him for granted, as well as get annoyed that he was constantly wanting to talk to me, but since he started working and is gone from 10 am until 7pm, I'm starting to miss him! I wish I could get his attention back, but I don't want to feel suffocated again. Today was the cutest with him! He opened my mail with me on Skype and I love seeing his facial expressions. He showed me everything I sent too, because I forget what I send him sometimes. Everything I send or make everyone is adorable. He liked my Polaroid too and I made a joke about him putting it in his wallet.

Ariel and I have been putting together Alanna's birthday gift and it's so fun. I love doing creative things. We also went to get paint chips from the store so I can do creative projects with them. I picked out a lot of pinks and peaches I noticed.

Besides that, I've been seeing my nutritionist. I have to see her once a month if I want to get my gastric bypass surgery in the summer. I'm still weighing (HA) my options about whether or not I want to get it. The other people that have had weight loss surgery my age are happy with their life now, and don't regret it... not that I'm not happy with my life, there's just a lot of things that would be easier without lugging around 344lbs.

Life Update



Happy Valentine's baby

The past month has been filled with realizations and exercise. I've been realizing who I actually can call a "friend" and I've been spending all the free time I have exercising and eating healthy. I'm on a healthy diet right now too, learning how to make a lot of my food now and incorporating a lot more vegetables into my meals. I've also participated in a project called "The Secret Pen Pal Scavenger Hunt" and there will be a blog post about it on my other blog Feb 5th. I had a lot of fun looking for items and getting my package from my partner!! Also, I've been doing a book project for Michael and I'm not really sure if I want to send it to him or give it to him when he visits... I'm still deciding.

 

New Year, New Me

With the new year here I've decided to follow it along with some new resolutions. With Christmas passing I received three planners. I want to use one of the planners for figuring out what I'm going to do with both this blog and my DIY art blog. One of my inspiring bloggers just redid her whole blog and seeing it gave me the motivation I needed to start having a functional blog. Stay tuned!